The rejection... owh no... not again?


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Recall tak my 'Rejected' entry back in January? LINK; well, guess what? I think am gettin' a second chance at it, being in SQ - and owh my, look at the time, look at the day and date; the second chance is TODAY...

To read more on the Malaysian Cabin Crew career in SQ and its requirement and all, mrasa - click HERE to download the PDF.file...

Mesti ramai tanye, especially oD who dah bagaikan memberikan recommendations (thanks LSS! Hiks!) as well as tips and all to get through this second opening; "WHY ON EARTH AM I LETTING GO OF THE OPPORTUNITY!?!?!?!"

Lets just say the fear of being rejected is still there; I mean, it seems just like yesterday jer berlalunye January 15th; now, already April 19th - and the SQ Cabin Crew interview is being held today at Nikko Hotel KL and where am I now? No where near KL...

To my dearest oD; gimme some time ya... Bukan tannak, nakkk sangat2; but it's just not like macam hari tu in January. Felt like di'hanjeng'kan sangat that time, so this time around macam, tah, makan hati?



The shocked of being rejected the first time around still haunts me. I guess, its not so much of being scared, or having the fear of being rejected - its the goin' down and fall flat crash on the floor, shattered into millions of pieces tu yang I guess buatkan, well, maybe not just me, prolly ade yang lain yang would agree that, it hurts. Yeah, I think, its not the problem of fearing the rejection, or being upset later on - but the fact that it'll only make things worse if I go and being half-half ready for it and then add on to the initial hurt, I guess its just not the best, suitable time yet for me to attend it I guess...

I hope you won't be all upset and disappointed with me; believe me, I am even more disappointed in myself for having the thoughts of not getting in; but based on the earlier experience, hati sape yang tak sakit sis? So to avoid that, I guess I'll just wait for the right time - maybe next session, maybe a bit later during the year, somewhere after June/ July? I heard SQ is geared up to get lots and lots of crew... Jika ade jodoh me work with you, if me got rezeki to be in the company, I'll be there soon; just not now I suppose...

PS: And lookin' at the next session which will be in Penang - May 4th; guess I have to let go again the chance as on that very same day juger la I'll be off to Gold Coast... *Sigh*... Well, I guess that's life - you give some, you lose some...

My will is still strong, cumer tak as strong as the time in January tu. Tak per; ade rezeki lain I guess I'll go for it; I haven't given up my hopes for 2008 just yet... (Pic taken from Google search; source: www.airplane-pictures.net/image8113.html)

Owh and to those goin' for the interview - all the best... /span>


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Fish of Pisces @ 5th_E said...  
relax gal. Itu namanya qadha dan qadar. Its not ur time yet, when the right time comes along, insya ALLAH, u'll be flying again. HE knows u ols, HE knows :). Semua benda ada reason :)

have a great weekend gal.
Nurlea Laurielle said...  
Ya lor... I guess in many ways ape u ols always cakap kat i ols selalunye betul pun... *sigh*
Fish of Pisces @ 5th_E said...  
hakikatnye, pegangan kita mengajar kita berfikiran optimis. :)
Nurlea Laurielle said...  
optimis... hmmm i like... :)

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