Between 'Dreaming' and 'Wanting'...

As time rolled by, as my years in beauty pageants sort of like gave me a lot of exposures, more experiences and etc., I can't help it but come to notice the fact that when it comes to matters of the crown i.e winning a pegeant, people especially contestants, and at times, supporters, tend to forget the or most of the time, overlooked at the importance and differences between...

Dreaming for the crown...
and
Wanting the crown...

Sure, generally some might say...

Ala... the difference is that dreaming is when we ada pasang niat/ angan² to have the crown. And wanting is just an advance move from just dreaming of having the crown...

Right, I do not have the power to say the answer is wrong, or right; as a matter of fact, when it comes to questions and answers in this field called beauty pageant, there are no right or wrong answers.

But there's always the case of... having the most logical and a more precise close to correct answer, which I believe was once quote by one of the finalist of Miss America contest 1999 or so I think... hiks!

When you dream of having the crown, you'll tend to enjoy the dream that you've completely forgotten about working your way for the crown. And as for wanting the crown, shows the significant sign of hard work, determination and will eventually get you the crown. And so, you'd better work your way, instead of just sittin' there and do nothing but to continue dreaming...

And when one strives hard, pageants after pageants, trying to accomplish, wanting her dreams to come true - the label "Miss Tak Serik- Serik" came in handy, yes? Yes, I was once, or should I say, still have the label fixed on me. I guess once you're labeled with somethin', it tends to stay there - especially calling-names such as this. But then again, if one would take it negatively, then you might as well stop all the hard work, pushing yourself to the limits at every single pageant until you get what you want, and just simply forget about that goal and stay on as a dreamer. I'm sure you don't have any troubles getting an appointment to dream your favorite dream time after time, yes? Besides, after timeless and endless same freakin' dream, I guess you don't need to do appointments with your dream, right?

There... now... I know, I know. Who am I to say this, right? Just another Miss Tak Serik- Serik even though now claiming to be all serik and all, right? True...

But at least, if any of you dreamers wants to compare with me, with what I've accomplished within these past few years, I don't have any problems saying... "Don't push your luck too much dear..."; because what you have as a dreamer, can never compete or be compared to what people who have worked hard to get what they want. Besides, "A dreamer can just dream, whereas this Miss Tak Serik- Serik can say "Been there, done that..." and what a joyride of experiences it has been for me..." - Nurlea Laurielle



No no, this is a no no entry for carutness yer, mind you. It's technically like this; all I'm trying to say here is that, f&*# what those a%#hole f^&*s wanna say to you or about you. It's your dream, your wantings - you stay there and keep on dreaming, you would still be called/ labeled as a dreamer. You go do the things you've dreamed about, they'd be calling you names like Miss Tak Serik- Serik or Miss Tak Sudah- Sudah and endless carutans behind your back. So what? It's dawg-eat-dawg world out there... So why stop there when you know for a fact that if you stop there, you would still get it from these people??? So you might as well get carutans and at the same time work your way, WANTING what your dreams are askin' for... That way, when you get what you wanted, what you've been dreamin' about, you get to ask those lamers to hit the road! 'Coz all they will ever get is... nothing! You? Me? Yes - a crown! :)

Now class, (class = those young, fresh talents out there...) repeat after me...

Want the crown... Wear the crown... Feel the crown... Be the crown...

Repeat that until it gets into your brains and then, when you're confident enough to stop dreaming and working for what you want... go on by saying...

I'm not a dreamer - I'm more than that. I want what I have been dreaming of/ about; and no one shall stand in my way...

And how's that to boobs up, eh, I mean, boost up your spirits for the pageants, to go out there, strive hard and get/ achieve what you want, what your dreams are made off, and be called Miss Tak Serik- Serik i.e. be like me? OPS! Hiks! Well, There's always only one room for a boy in a dress named Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah (though I've heard some have had their sharing-my-limelight moments by using some or half of my name, but that's ok. I forgive you. Hiks!); anyways, as I was saying, only one room for a person like me. So create a room for your own lar! Hiks, and who knows?...


Print option:




firdee said...  
I like this post lah. Sedikit sebanyak bagi semangat for this coming Miss World. Thanks Sis Lea!
Nurlea Laurielle said...  
Good; take a few pointers darl; good for ur competing soul :)

The Table Of Content

To show and hide the table of contents, please click on the following URL:

The Blog Posts

Displaying 2 postings per page; latest post on top